and why the sea is boiling ....

ok--not the time to talk of those things. but others.

so, i've been spotting for about 3 days and today my period started again. the bleeding so far is not quite as profuse as it was 3 weeks ago. it is incredibly early and heavier than it should be.

my JA project is finished and assembled and i'm ready to write my explanation of what i'd  like to do for interweave. i also have another thing i think i'll submit for the JA magazine. additionally, i'm working on a book idea.

i've been pretty worn out lately. we went shopping on monday. i made it through three stores and had lunch, and then i spent all afternoon in bed sleeping. not good. i've noticed the fatigue more than anything else lately. i just feel like someone pulled me out of bed after just a couple of hours of sleep. only i mostly am getting LOTS of sleep. i generally sleep at least 9 or more hours a night. and all this from someone who used to function adequately day after day on 6 or so hours. sometimes less. i guess the insomnia is perhaps gone forever. i'm having the absolute opposite problem. i feel often that i cannot get enough sleep.

the cancer clinic is supposed to be calling the referral in tomorrow. hopefully an appointment will be available after january 14. i'm hoping to do a spin in on that day at the shop. but after that, i'm largely available.

i've begun working on a scarf for brenden for christmas. he keeps asking if i can make him a scarf, so i'm working on it. it's going to be red, black and teal. it's going to be cute!

i'm not feeling much like it's just a few days until christmas. it feels like it can't be that soon. i'm so not ready for all this yet. i hardly know what to think. hope everyone's christmas plans are more solid than mine!