packing and packing

i'm packing tonight, because i'm leaving tomorrow for North Carolina. i am both excited and afraid. excited at the thought of seeing a new place, hanging out with family and new friends, getting to visit new restaurants and yarn shops. yesterday i couldn't resist the lure anymore, i spent some time looking at what things would be available to visit.  afraid because i need this to go well. i need this doctor to be different. i need him to be active and interested and involved in all the ways that dr robinson is not. so, i'm packing up my expectations and hopes along with my big girl panties and a little extra yarn and a spinning wheel....and planning on this being different. being good. being positive. because really? i need that.

i probably won't blog much while i'm there, so don't be surprised. i'll update as i can, hopefully sometimes during the week.

today, i'm feeling cruddy, woozy, and super tired. this morning i was feeling great, but by 2pm i was feeling exhausted and completely wiped out. then i couldn't get to sleep, unfortunately. my stupid insomnia has been kicking in at least a little lately. i thought maybe the fatigue would kick the insomnia out completely, but i was wrong. suddenly it is rearing its head again.

have a great week, see you on the other side.